…and my last.
This is my 3000th post. The first thing I wrote was a plea for love, and despite both having loved and been loved back since then, I haven’t lived through the magical shimmer of that post yet. Maybe because it doesn’t exist, or maybe because I cannot find it quite yet. I don’t know. What I do know, however, is that I am entering my third year. I should study.
Due to tumblr I have stopped writing down what I am feeling. I think a reblog is good enough to cure that anxiety of having things to tell. It isn’t. I was good for a while, but the feelings are piling up on me, and have been for a while. I will resort to the written word, where I do not adapt to other’s feelings because it is easier, but rather describe my own.
I have loved tumblr. Every single minute of it. But I also think that it is bad for me, that I need an outlet a tumblr cannot provide.
So it’s time for me to say good bye.