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…and my last.

This is my 3000th post. The first thing I wrote was a plea for love, and despite both having loved and been loved back since then, I haven’t lived through the magical shimmer of that post yet. Maybe because it doesn’t exist, or maybe because I cannot find it quite yet. I don’t know. What I do know, however, is that I am entering my third year. I should study.

Due to tumblr I have stopped writing down what I am feeling. I think a reblog is good enough to cure that anxiety of having things to tell. It isn’t. I was good for a while, but the feelings are piling up on me, and have been for a while. I will resort to the written word, where I do not adapt to other’s feelings because it is easier, but rather describe my own.

I have loved tumblr. Every single minute of it. But I also think that it is bad for me, that I need an outlet a tumblr cannot provide.

So it’s time for me to say good bye. 

My first tumblr-post…

It is snowing ouside and I am slowly writing my mental wishlist. How come that love is so appealing to me? Every time I think about wishes I think about careful hands, shimmering eyes, trembling fingers, butterfly-kisses, real kisses, hair to stroke my hands through, freckles, and collarbones to trace lightly with the tip of my fingers.

I have never really loved.

Anyone volonteering to have snow ball-fights, starry sky-nights and everything else that is so appealing but so, so hard to get?

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